How hard is it to just live?

Mood: Crap
Listening to: AFI - God Called in Sick Today

Emo Kid


Well, for some people it may be as simple as waking up. Or for some, as complexed as being happy.

It was onced argued to me, through my father, that happiness is a state of mind in which I could control. Such as, if I was sad, presumably, I could say, " No, I'm happy." And the world would stop spinning and I would be a happy person again...

This doesnt make too much scence to me. How can one have complete control of ones emmotions? I belive that part of them, yes, can be... but to fully have control overself would make you some kind of A) Emmotionless android -or- B) God[ess].

Perhapes what he ment was, "You can act happy, thus I will think you are, and in turn I wont have to deal with you anymore." Who knows?



W-A-R: what is it good for?

In some contemperary societies war is veiwed as a tool to expand profit. In others, it is as simple as a form of control over the people. In yet other you have a more metasymbolic suto murder of hunderds. Who knows what it really useful for?

But one thing that I do know, is that if I am going to support the killing, then I better have some supporting evidence. And the simple fact is, is that I have never seen one ounce of creditable evidence for our current state of war.

Another thing--that just came out recently--is the Bush adminastrations plans for Operation Iraci Freedom before 9/11. I think that it really should have been realized by more people earlier. And I also think that it is sick and wrong to manipulate the American people into agreeing with you for revenge or money, or just because your a blood-thirsty killer.

On a note of saddness, I do belive that there was enough evidence to kill, or imprision Mr. Sadom. But I personally know a snipper who took out several leaders in Panama, in a classified operation that our American goverment still deny doing. There is no doubt in my mind that we have the resources to do covert ops and assinate world leaders.


.... more to come, bored for now.


Peace~

~and unity.