how come you never call me or anything? Are you just an ass hole drug dealer who's forgotten about the people that actually give a shit if anything was to happen to you? Or do you really hate me that much. Maybe your plan that night was to get rid of me... I just wanted to say thanks for being my friend because I really did consider you one. If you ever come back to life and decide that you care about others and you want someone who cares about you. I'm always here but for now fuck you for being a total ass hole.

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6If Life is a Question9
~*~And Death is the Only Answer~*~
0What is the Point of Asking?0

... kay. I dont not care about you, it is just I dont really like Ben too much. I am not going to be like, "Choose Ben or me." cause that wouldnt be fair... so I just stay away. I mean, I just have a lot of shit going on in my life, as do you, I'm sure, and I cant deal with all the drama.

And I dont deal drugs, I havent sold anyone drugs in a long time, I havent even done them for a little bit. I dont want my life to revolve around getting high, or wasted, or whatever.

I just need time tyo work out shit in my head. I cant deal with fighting and people needing me for much more than to be there. I dont know, I am not trying to be an ass hole, maybe I am one, but I dont mean to hurt your feelings, I really dont. Sorry.

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Jesus loves me!!

...but I make him wear a condom.

You never seem to be there for your friends until they're already gone

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6If Life is a Question9
~*~And Death is the Only Answer~*~
0What is the Point of Asking?0

I dont really get that. How do you want me to be there for you, or are you just saying that I wasnt or what? I mean what do you want me to do or what should I have done? I couldnt help you with any problems you had, most of them were self inflicted... I dont know, what do you want me to??? IWould it make you happy if I called you, and then be all dumb. I just figure you dont really want to hang out with me, alls you and Ben really ever did was complain that I was dumb and stoned. I mean I still love you I just dont know what I can do, so I dont do anything. But if you need something, then just ask, I still care about you, I just dont know how to fix whatever went wrong.

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Jesus loves me!!

...but I make him wear a condom.

aww*hug* I bet if you talked to some one about specific problems it would help! I know that helps I've done it before.

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